Kurt Carson Bishop

Kurt, where the hell has the time gone?! It doesnt feel like its been as long as it has nor does it feel any better that youre not here with us. Everyone will have to excuse my lack of care when it comes to punctuation or grammar.

Well man, I have a littel girl now. Layla Rose, as you already know. Shes about to turn 2 and is a hand full!!! Jeeeezz who knew raising us was as easy as our parents made it look!!! You would love her man. I will make sure to instill in her the values of ole Kurty that were bestowed upon me.

I am still tattooing full time with some bussiness ventures actually doing well for a change. Who knows, maybe Ill actually be a millionaire one day like I said hahahaha.

I just wanted to update ya and say Happy Birthday man. I love and miss you now more than ever. Youll always be on my mind and in my heart. Keep raising hell while smiling in heaven. 

KURT!!!! I sure do miss you! There is not a day that goes by that I do not think of you! You mean alot to me....you were my first 'love", my first kiss....you are the one that we swore up & down when we got older we would get married. You were such an amazing person! We had some good times together.....Jamies every weekend....riding dirtbikes & 4wheelers, my house, my dog casper that you & me both thought was actually a ghost, sneaking in the movies, track, Senior Trip in PCB when I flipped out on you..haha!! The first night we started "going out" in 6th grade, while i was at Felicias & u were at Erics, we found out the next day that I cannot ride rollerblades because I broke my arm and you cannot ride a skateboard bc you crashed it & scratched your back all up!!! It puts a big smile on my face to think of our memories! I wish you were hear to share more with! You were a great friend!!! I am so thankful that the summer before I got to see you & Dusty at the BP because that was the last time I would ever see you again & I got to hug you goodbye! I am also thankful for getting the opportunity to know such an amazing person!!I miss you soo much! I can't wait to see you again one day.......
P.S. Haven't had a dream in a while.....it would nice to have one!!! :)

Kurt member when we used to play swat we had fun didn't we . I miss ya

I miss you so very mucH!


Time passes by so quickly
But I guess I thought you'd be here forever
I never even had a chance
To say goodbye
There's so many things to tell you
Left unsaid until now

Can you hear me when I talk to you?
Do the words I say ever make it through?
Can you hear me when I talk to you?
'Cause I'd give anything if I knew

Every night I have the same dream
The one where you get to hold me
We laugh and talk until the morning
And then you vanish,yeah
It always leaves me feeling helpless
When I wake up and you're not there

Can you hear me when I talk to you?
Do you know how much I'd love to be with you?
Can you hear me when I talk to you?
'Cause I'd give anything if I just knew

Living in this world without you
I constantly search through my memories
Hoping that I find some treasures
That I passed over,yeah
All that I took for granted
Means so much now and I won't let it go

Can you hear me when I talk to you?
'Cause I never said some things that I meant to
Can you hear me when I talk to you?
'Cause I'd give anything if I just knew

You know I never said some things that I meant to
Can you hear me when I talk to you?
'Cause I'd give anything if I just knew

Kurt, i thought bout you alot last nite. i had a breakdown and couldnt stop crying! its so hard and so wierd that it hits you like a ton of bricks. I just wanted to pick up the phone and talk to you. All i want to hear is that sweet voice!! i miss you so much and its been what almost 9 months!! it never gets easier!!!! I love you and miss you so much!! you better believe im gonna have something at my wedding to remind me of you!! :) Just watch over me and make sure everything goes good :) Lol! love u kurt!! MIss you even more!