Kurty,
Every moment with you was a memory. I try to remember everyone everyday. Not having you here on this earth is a pain that just can not be expressed in words. You were you - unique and true to yourself. I wish we all had the guts to do what you did in the short 20 years we had you. Live and live the way you wanted. You never worried about what anyone thought and I think that is why you had so many friends and touched so many lives. You lived the way you wanted to and let others do the same. You never judged anyone. I can remember one of the last things you said to me - "but did you have fun?" I had rode with you on your motorcycle and of course you scared me to death and you loved it! I would not take anything for that ride because it allowed me to share in something that you loved. I guess had I known what I know now I would have hijacked the thing and run it off a cliff. I always worried about you but never thought this. When I think of you now I think of that award winning smile of yours. It and you lit up every room you ever entered. You had an amazing presence that made people love being around you. Not to mention that you could do just about anything. Even when you were very young probably 8 or 9 we all went to you when something needed to be fixed. You did an amazing job helping us with our house. Everytime I walk on the slate in the kitchen I think of you and everytime I look at the dining room ceiling I smile and think of you. You were so proud of that ceiling and you did an amazing job! You were an amazing person and your sweet spirit, bright smile, warm hugs, and kisses on the cheek will be missed more than I could ever possibly express. My heart has a void and often physically aches and then I remind myself of what you would say if you knew. You would say "Misty no worries its cool I am fine you need to smile!" I just miss you little brother. I imagine what a handsome Angel you are and I wonder what you are building or what kind of motorcycle you are riding up in Heaven. I am sure you are building the house you always dreamed of and you are on a Harley that would make a grown man drool. I will cherish and hold close to my heart every memory I have of you and will continue to share with you nieces that love you so much! I love you and will miss you always and forever!!! Love Misty